Jyothy Sreedhar

The craziest! - All that I wish for...

Writing my heart out...with no absolute rules of grammar. The words that come to me flow out here in its most spontaneous manner. I thought about this in the most weird space of imagination that it may appear most sensless and most meaningless for you in an intelligent mood of yours. These are expressions of my wishes, perfectly non-edited and and extremely frank. Plato once wrote about his concept of an ideal republic in a logical way. I write about my wishes for an ideal life in the most illogical way. So here I start, irreverently... outspokenly... :D I want to have a remote first. With one click it should take me to where I want to be, exactly that same moment itself. Like, when I miss my home, I will click it and the next second I should be home. If I want to see America, one click should take me there. The same should happen even with moon. In fact I had had such a dream in a very distant past, in my schoolhood or so and I had said that to my mother even. I dreamed that I got such a thing, that resembled my tv remote of that time, and I saw myself in Switzerland's snowhills, while i was madly in love with that place, the extreme winter and the snow. Years after, now, I dream of it, when I am awake with an eccentric mind, wishing it to be a real one. The reason is, I miss Cochin and my home... I wish I could go home when my husband goes out for job, and return when he is back... Sometimes, I feel so madly frustrated that it can never take place in real life... :) The next thing is that I want to end the practise of getting married and moving far from our roots. No one should go off from their very existence. Now the question that arises would be- 'then how can you get a home, without your parents following that custom?' There is no answer. But I wish it is so. Without getting questioned about the age, family, tradition, customs etc, I want to love a person when and only when I deeply fall in love with him, without any condition of love or conditions of society. With all freedom, I want to enjoy the love that happened to affect me. If ever the love gets down in intensity I want to stop it then and there, without being questioned and without any hurts for anyone. It has to happen in just a casual way of life as seen around. There should be nothing special in it, if I do so. On a serious scale, such a freedom can hold the truth in a relationship as much as it can cheat the partners for other satisfactions. Here intrudes my next wish. I want to have only good people in this world. They should never cheat anyone. They should care and love others in the truest way. There should be no one who irritates, lies, scolds, blames, questions, gossips, hurts or do any such bad things in any condition. Everyone has to have everything that they wish for. Everyone in this world should be happy, so that we forget about what it is referred to as 'sad'. Happy faces around create bright world for us. They should live happily ever after they get filtered into this earth for living their life. They should die only when they get prepared and when they really wish for it. Until then no one should have any disease or ill health and they should live with all the vigour and cheer of youth. They should never turn grey, everyone should look very beautiful, as much as they are sweet at hearts. I would love to have a device that cross reads other's thoughts even when they are silent. Not like brain mapping, I wish that device is more like a mobile in which the thoughts get written as sms and get delivered in that person's name. Many of us would have wished for it at some point of time to really know the truths behind a smile or a silence. If it were something real... Sigh! One of our biggest needs is money. I feel it is imbalanced in this world. The rich get richer, poor get poorer. If there was an automatic machine that tranfers money from one to the other making it in balanced scale, and if it could control to transfer money to persons who are in the most urgent need of it, it would be a great one. It doesn't take off money from people for useless reasons, but it equals everyone in the world and helps people in their needs. Such a machine would be a good idea, though highly impossible. Along with that, each and everyone should be provided with houses, vehicles and other needs equally, according to the situations and number of members in the families. All the resources should be there without any scarcity and the climate should be pleasant and pleasantly varying. The seasons should be sweet and the other living beings should be safe, secure and happy. There should be no school goings, homeworks and impositions. One should be able to purchase upgradable knowledge chips according to their favourite professions with some amount of money. That increases the literacy, education and also the free time for relaxation and enjoyment. Next is a very important one in the list- a time machine that operates like computer. Sometimes, we wish to go to the past and live it once more as such, sometimes to edit it and delete some events, sometimes to copy/cut certain things that happened in the past and paste it to the present. More happy if there are enough options to try walking some steps to a different deviation at a particular point to know which option is the perfect one. Sometimes time should pause with one click. Sometimes it should fast forward with a click. Whatever it is, time should be in my finger tip. Not only mine, it should be the same with everyone. And there should be nothing called world time. It should be personal timings only. Like it may be yesterday for me, when it is today for you. What change it makes! And if we could bring back our dear persons who are dead and gone, for some days atleast... to see some special events of our lives... atleast for that... :) I want to see God, or Gods and also Satan, Adam and Eve, the angels, the Gandharvas, and whatever are doubted to be existing or not. Then, I want to see the legends of the past- the biggest kings, their times and their lives. Whatever is written in history should be seen in real life. If I want to see August 15, 1947, I mean, I want to live the day and cheer up for India on winning the freedom. I want to go back to Christ, and see what is in the exact midway between BC and AD- the exact midpoint. I want to see Shakespeare and see him conceiving his thoughts of my favourite verses, with that thought-reader device. Similar wish with many other big people. I want to live in their lifetimes, be with them as their friend, discussing with them everything that I wish to. I want to make all of them log in to Facebook and write statuses, do tags and give comments in a direct way. The wish is crazy, but still... I wish... In my first wish list, all these things are there. If I think of it more, the list will get longer. Each one of these wishes has personal and general reasons. Some arise out of selfishness, some out of sympathy and some out of a wish for welfare. Humans are prone to wishes. The wishes go on endlessly. We dream the craziest ones in our wishes and laugh off for its stupidity. But if we try to imagine such a world as we wish for, be it crazy or not, it would be foolishly cute. With the technological advancement, we can't jus laugh off every wish of ours. Who knows, one person will be able to put a similar wish into a reality? So, time for you... Leave the logics behind and think now, what all do you want...more...?